just kiddiinngggggg

i was just kidding about being too upset to write,i mean i am upset but i can still type so ANYWAYSS litnight's over, shouldn't have said that i'll just cry more. nahh,i'll be strong so sorry for not updatin for a long long long long long long long long looooonggggg time (to aidi n shue ) so yeahh truth is idk what to write hmm practices was fun,i love tony hehehe,i love maria and bernado and chino and riff too,hey don't u think riff's name is funny? it sounds like roof,sorry rosh. so yeahh so yeahh. ummmmmm i miss practices and full dress and metanee and LITNIGHT! and all the oa members and all the elds members and the tearchers too and umm thats all i can say now so yeah umm bye i guess.

LITNIGHT'S OVER!!! NOOOOOHHHHH!!!!

NOOOHHHH!!! WHY? WHY?WHY? WHY? WHY IS IT OVER!!!!!!! noooo!!! it can't be noo ohhh *sobbing loudly* im too upset to write,so um yeah bye *still sobbing*

im back people!

im back!!well not really,just updatin coz shue kept sayin my blog da basi and coz aidi is sick of seeing justin bieber,my life has been very very very very sad and boring n sad n boring n dull n boring and sad and well yea u get my point it has not been good..i didn't get in interact,there's really nothing to update abt which is why i stop updating,not really im just lazy.neways hm shue wants to audition for teachers day n im kinda lazy owh n i really don't knw wht to audition for,for elds,i wanna perform but idk wht to do,sing i can't sing,dance,hmm idk,act entah la,which part should i audition for if i wanna aud for acting?i wanna audition for the 5th wife but im pretty sure i can't get it,i already have 1 tough competition,hanida..so yea..i wanna be apart of the show!!n thats pretty muck all i gez owh and I****L!!!EEP!!hee AND IM STILL IN LOVE WITH JUSTIN BIEBER!!!!!! who wants to join me and shue ambush justin bieber?we're set,just waitin for him to come,whenever he's coming we are ready!! let us knw aite..oh n aidi,dun worry la im facing almost the same thing:) just chill.aite  thats all,byezz:)

happy birthday justin!!!

hahaha,im online now JUST to wish justin bieber a happy birthday so HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY JUSTIN DREW BIEBER!!!i loveeee you:):):)

hey humans,im updatin coz shue told me 2 n coz its been dead for so long anyways,hmm k so we got the green light frm mdm shanty 4 the aud for icc on fri-5th of feb then sat was at shue's hse almost the whole day practisin,it was fun except when everybody's sayin i made justin gay!!I DID NOT MAKE JUSTIN GAYYY!!monday-8th of feb we went 4 the aud n on tues-9th of feb my brothers bday,happy birthday dude:)we found out we got in icc that was also the day i got grounded,1 month bummer but its almost over dy then cny n valentines nothing much hpn was at a wedding in johor on the 13th of feb n i got sick on tht day i was actly memang quite sick frm thurs then the rest of the day was textin aidi,desiree,ashiqah,hannan n bernie n bernie was insulting justin bieber.ish!she called him ugly small boy!whatever bernie!n she also insulted me she called me weird weird child but im kinda used to it,so i didn't care.then friday-19th of feb went to the old folks home,it was weird n scary at 1st but then after that okay la i guess there's this old lady damn cute she was dancin,clapping n singing with us while singing shalala or whteva the sng name is but damn cute kayh,n met a lot of scary ones too la one of it is err i 4got her name but she was talking about god a lot,she put 1 orrange in her mouth n she say thank you god,n she told me n sam 2 take her home with us which was very sad,so kecian kayy n she was sayin her parents n her brthr is waiting for her at home,damn sad right,i felt so dunno how to explain,then she said ur friends ah,do all the nonsense haha,that was kinda weird coz suddenly she said that n at 1st i tot it was cause they were singin but then she was also clapping wile we were singing so idk la,i dun understand her,owh n she kept asking us what did i do wrong?it was scary but sad,seeing them sick n sum xbtol da n okay i shud stop now,aidi was scrd n shue tot she was going to give ajaran sesat,newayss then went bck to sch then went 2 amcorp with aidi,shue,sam,bernie,quinee n victoria then i left n i straight away go to sri pacific coz my mom had the the thing with tourism n her guest was arriving that day n then the next day met ucl tomasso n febrizio-italy n ucl febrizio reminds me of  F.O.B's lead singer the size n the hair haha,the next day met ucl peter-german n ucl alex-australia n ucl orio-jakarta then went to deerland in kuantan 1st i feed the deers it was so scary 6 of them was so near to me,n i was like freakin out coz their head was big n 12 BIG eyeballs were starring at me,n i bet they're saying we want our food in their head,then to the snake's part sorry la i'd never ever wanna touch a snake my bro did tho he put it on his shoulders then possums they're so cute!i got to pet them then i went to the bears the bear was damn cute kayh n guess what i got to hug 1 of the bear gaaah.btw he weighs 200 kg,but my bro was sorta scrd of it tho.neways then went back home n then last wed i took my interact written test it was really really bad i srewed the paper n the interview was no better i don't really wanna talk about it so yea,it was just so bad i don't think i can get in,even bernie said it was bad kayh,yes she saw my paper.other than all that therz nothing much to say,unforgiven outsiders are ok i guess but were still not prepared yet.me and shue mite be auditioning for sewo hmm what else im with all the guest again now,some are leaving today n some are leaving tmrw i think so yeah thats all.aidi woot woot,desiree good luck 4 mcc 2day*huggsmybestie*love you,sorry i can't be there:/ thats all the updates i have i guess,my life sucks laa:/ aite byez

hello:) aite im not in school today,1st time i ponteng this year,well i wouldn't really call it ponteng coz im not so well,i mean im perfectly well but this morning i had like the breathing difficulties thing AGAIN! so since i often get in nowdays my mom decided 2 take me 2 the clinic n i had 2 do x-ray and stuff but thank god ther's nothing wrong,its probably just a muscle cramp or muscle twist or whatever the docter said earlier i just wanted to hear the nothing's wrong part coz that thing really scare's me.okay now stop talking bout that hmm last saturday was the interact seminar thingi it was okay la not so bad,not so scary either cause i have my friends n when they seperate us i had aida then they seperate us again n i had nobody but it was fine,for a not so interactive person i was not bad,although at first it was like my lips were glued to each other after that i was fine,you see it just takes time,dunno why i freaked.so yea but i was really tired tho da la before that got school!thats all i guess i wanna finish watching merlin season 2 but im only at disc 2 n i can't watch during weekdays even when im not in school.ooh ooh i wrote a short story n i think compared to all my stories this is the best haha,its 12 pharagraphs only but better than the rest cause the rest of my stories are really boring no wonder my brother didn't wanna litsen to it.n some of them i just wrote the introduction.so yea but its still dumb tho so yeahh..thats all i guess when i write too long i start to babble a lot of ctupid stuff so i should stop..k then byezz:):)

morning school

heyy,2day is the 16th of jan 2010..hmph its like almost the 3rd week of 2010,hmph a lot has happened,well not really some pretty good things happened earlier not gonna say what is it,but now its really sukish,raine is out of the riotz,felt really bad,aid,yas,sam,y.c n all pushed me 2 do it,i was pretty mad at first but its aite coz its not all their fault i mean raine is really annoying,but i felt really bad now that shez ok n everything is fine then evrything is fine i guess.btw sorry if im not making sense im just really really sleepy and tired too.haihh,been depressed tiz few days,not so sure why i just am,but i try 2 put it aside n itz working aite i gez.class is ok,studies r so far ok not so bad,teacherz oso ok still,classmate the same as last year,well most of them tho.hmmm my mom's birthday just passed it was on the 10th of jan, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!!hope you were happy,i love you!!!WE LOVE YOU!!! its the 2nd week of school and my whole body is aching badly im not so sure why,maybe cause of house prac on thurs but we didn't do much we just jogged 2 n half round n did 100m thats all cause i wished 4 it 2 rain n it did haha,got scolded by sai,mitra n yas,dunno where my semangat went but its not in me,ohh no!!!lol!and my eyebeacks omgod the eyebags are BADDD im tellin yah,i am not a morning person seriously..newayss,on fri went 4 interact n it looks really awesome but im also really scared!!with the interviews and all ahhhh!!!luckily my friends are there sam,yas,shue,well winny and aidi!!!we finaly got her 2 join,haha.n mitra,sai n all were also there,so is yee chien,so yeaa but seniorz freaks me out!!owh n des is in leo sesat!so yeaa wht else i gotta say ah?i think im missing something but im not so sure what well i guess i'll just stop there 1st and i wish i get in 4 interact,i wish my friends will get in 2.aite i better head 2 bed,my eyes r half closing dy.good night world:):)