bulldog rah rah

just kiddiinngggggg

2010-07-15T21:47:00.000-07:00

i was just kidding about being too upset to write,i mean i am upset but i can still type so ANYWAYSS litnight's over, shouldn't have said that i'll just cry more. nahh,i'll be strong so sorry for not updatin for a long long long long long long long long looooonggggg time (to aidi n shue ) so yeahh truth is idk what to write hmm practices was fun,i love tony hehehe,i love maria and bernado and chino and riff too,hey don't u think riff's name is funny? it sounds like roof,sorry rosh. so yeahh so yeahh. ummmmmm i miss practices and full dress and metanee and LITNIGHT! and all the oa members and all the elds members and the tearchers too and umm thats all i can say now so yeah umm bye i guess.

LITNIGHT'S OVER!!! NOOOOOHHHHH!!!!

2010-07-15T21:37:00.000-07:00

NOOOHHHH!!! WHY? WHY?WHY? WHY? WHY IS IT OVER!!!!!!! noooo!!! it can't be noo ohhh *sobbing loudly* im too upset to write,so um yeah bye *still sobbing*

im back people!

2010-05-04T00:44:00.000-07:00

im back!!well not really,just updatin coz shue kept sayin my blog da basi and coz aidi is sick of seeing justin bieber,my life has been very very very very sad and boring n sad n boring n dull n boring and sad and well yea u get my point it has not been good..i didn't get in interact,there's really nothing to update abt which is why i stop updating,not really im just lazy.neways hm shue wants to audition for teachers day n im kinda lazy owh n i really don't knw wht to audition for,for elds,i wanna perform but idk wht to do,sing i can't sing,dance,hmm idk,act entah la,which part should i audition for if i wanna aud for acting?i wanna audition for the 5th wife but im pretty sure i can't get it,i already have 1 tough competition,hanida..so yea..i wanna be apart of the show!!n thats pretty muck all i gez owh and I****L!!!EEP!!hee AND IM STILL IN LOVE WITH JUSTIN BIEBER!!!!!! who wants to join me and shue ambush justin bieber?we're set,just waitin for him to come,whenever he's coming we are ready!! let us knw aite..oh n aidi,dun worry la im facing almost the same thing:) just chill.aite thats all,byezz:)

happy birthday justin!!!

2010-02-28T10:24:00.000-08:00

hahaha,im online now JUST to wish justin bieber a happy birthday so HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY JUSTIN DREW BIEBER!!!i loveeee you:):):)

2010-02-26T20:09:00.000-08:00

hey humans,im updatin coz shue told me 2 n coz its been dead for so long anyways,hmm k so we got the green light frm mdm shanty 4 the aud for icc on fri-5th of feb then sat was at shue's hse almost the whole day practisin,it was fun except when everybody's sayin i made justin gay!!I DID NOT MAKE JUSTIN GAYYY!!monday-8th of feb we went 4 the aud n on tues-9th of feb my brothers bday,happy birthday dude:)we found out we got in icc that was also the day i got grounded,1 month bummer but its almost over dy then cny n valentines nothing much hpn was at a wedding in johor on the 13th of feb n i got sick on tht day i was actly memang quite sick frm thurs then the rest of the day was textin aidi,desiree,ashiqah,hannan n bernie n bernie was insulting justin bieber.ish!she called him ugly small boy!whatever bernie!n she also insulted me she called me weird weird child but im kinda used to it,so i didn't care.then friday-19th of feb went to the old folks home,it was weird n scary at 1st but then after that okay la i guess there's this old lady damn cute she was dancin,clapping n singing with us while singing shalala or whteva the sng name is but damn cute kayh,n met a lot of scary ones too la one of it is err i 4got her name but she was talking about god a lot,she put 1 orrange in her mouth n she say thank you god,n she told me n sam 2 take her home with us which was very sad,so kecian kayy n she was sayin her parents n her brthr is waiting for her at home,damn sad right,i felt so dunno how to explain,then she said ur friends ah,do all the nonsense haha,that was kinda weird coz suddenly she said that n at 1st i tot it was cause they were singin but then she was also clapping wile we were singing so idk la,i dun understand her,owh n she kept asking us what did i do wrong?it was scary but sad,seeing them sick n sum xbtol da n okay i shud stop now,aidi was scrd n shue tot she was going to give ajaran sesat,newayss then went bck to sch then went 2 amcorp with aidi,shue,sam,bernie,quinee n victoria then i left n i straight away go to sri pacific coz my mom had the the thing with tourism n her guest was arriving that day n then the next day met ucl tomasso n febrizio-italy n ucl febrizio reminds me of F.O.B's lead singer the size n the hair haha,the next day met ucl peter-german n ucl alex-australia n ucl orio-jakarta then went to deerland in kuantan 1st i feed the deers it was so scary 6 of them was so near to me,n i was like freakin out coz their head was big n 12 BIG eyeballs were starring at me,n i bet they're saying we want our food in their head,then to the snake's part sorry la i'd never ever wanna touch a snake my bro did tho he put it on his shoulders then possums they're so cute!i got to pet them then i went to the bears the bear was damn cute kayh n guess what i got to hug 1 of the bear gaaah.btw he weighs 200 kg,but my bro was sorta scrd of it tho.neways then went back home n then last wed i took my interact written test it was really really bad i srewed the paper n the interview was no better i don't really wanna talk about it so yea,it was just so bad i don't think i can get in,even bernie said it was bad kayh,yes she saw my paper.other than all that therz nothing much to say,unforgiven outsiders are ok i guess but were still not prepared yet.me and shue mite be auditioning for sewo hmm what else im with all the guest again now,some are leaving today n some are leaving tmrw i think so yeah thats all.aidi woot woot,desiree good luck 4 mcc 2day*huggsmybestie*love you,sorry i can't be there:/ thats all the updates i have i guess,my life sucks laa:/ aite byez

2010-01-24T19:28:00.000-08:00

hello:) aite im not in school today,1st time i ponteng this year,well i wouldn't really call it ponteng coz im not so well,i mean im perfectly well but this morning i had like the breathing difficulties thing AGAIN! so since i often get in nowdays my mom decided 2 take me 2 the clinic n i had 2 do x-ray and stuff but thank god ther's nothing wrong,its probably just a muscle cramp or muscle twist or whatever the docter said earlier i just wanted to hear the nothing's wrong part coz that thing really scare's me.okay now stop talking bout that hmm last saturday was the interact seminar thingi it was okay la not so bad,not so scary either cause i have my friends n when they seperate us i had aida then they seperate us again n i had nobody but it was fine,for a not so interactive person i was not bad,although at first it was like my lips were glued to each other after that i was fine,you see it just takes time,dunno why i freaked.so yea but i was really tired tho da la before that got school!thats all i guess i wanna finish watching merlin season 2 but im only at disc 2 n i can't watch during weekdays even when im not in school.ooh ooh i wrote a short story n i think compared to all my stories this is the best haha,its 12 pharagraphs only but better than the rest cause the rest of my stories are really boring no wonder my brother didn't wanna litsen to it.n some of them i just wrote the introduction.so yea but its still dumb tho so yeahh..thats all i guess when i write too long i start to babble a lot of ctupid stuff so i should stop..k then byezz:):)

morning school

2010-01-15T08:55:00.000-08:00

heyy,2day is the 16th of jan 2010..hmph its like almost the 3rd week of 2010,hmph a lot has happened,well not really some pretty good things happened earlier not gonna say what is it,but now its really sukish,raine is out of the riotz,felt really bad,aid,yas,sam,y.c n all pushed me 2 do it,i was pretty mad at first but its aite coz its not all their fault i mean raine is really annoying,but i felt really bad now that shez ok n everything is fine then evrything is fine i guess.btw sorry if im not making sense im just really really sleepy and tired too.haihh,been depressed tiz few days,not so sure why i just am,but i try 2 put it aside n itz working aite i gez.class is ok,studies r so far ok not so bad,teacherz oso ok still,classmate the same as last year,well most of them tho.hmmm my mom's birthday just passed it was on the 10th of jan, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!!hope you were happy,i love you!!!WE LOVE YOU!!! its the 2nd week of school and my whole body is aching badly im not so sure why,maybe cause of house prac on thurs but we didn't do much we just jogged 2 n half round n did 100m thats all cause i wished 4 it 2 rain n it did haha,got scolded by sai,mitra n yas,dunno where my semangat went but its not in me,ohh no!!!lol!and my eyebeacks omgod the eyebags are BADDD im tellin yah,i am not a morning person seriously..newayss,on fri went 4 interact n it looks really awesome but im also really scared!!with the interviews and all ahhhh!!!luckily my friends are there sam,yas,shue,well winny and aidi!!!we finaly got her 2 join,haha.n mitra,sai n all were also there,so is yee chien,so yeaa but seniorz freaks me out!!owh n des is in leo sesat!so yeaa wht else i gotta say ah?i think im missing something but im not so sure what well i guess i'll just stop there 1st and i wish i get in 4 interact,i wish my friends will get in 2.aite i better head 2 bed,my eyes r half closing dy.good night world:):)

2009-12-31T04:12:00.001-08:00

so sorry bout the last post,itz very retarded coz the laptop was being an annoying creep so sorry:)

new years!!

2009-12-31T03:59:00.000-08:00

hey all as eveyone knows itzzzz gonna be NEW YEARS!!! although this year is not what i tought it would be like i mean despite the fact that i drop class,last year was wayyy better but i had fun this year too.i had a lot of emo moments,scolding moments,being badd moments,being an angel moments,a lot of crying moments,hanged with friends,hangout with family,bike weeksss!!!,cheer moments(although we didnt win and we humiliated ourselves out there the practices were memorable),met a lot of new people,got closer to a lot of new people's,being in love,crushing times,class trouble times,friends fighting,misunderstanding times and a lot more to be listed.i will definately remember most parts of this year..lets all hope that next year is gonna be better ,eventough im gonna face PMR next year,as long as i hav my loveable family and friends im sure nothing would be that bad,because i have them and they are awesome if u don't know them or you do but you don't think they're awesome then its your lost people.neways like i said they're awesome and i love them with all my heart,they've been there for me through everything and i love them for that,eventough i screwed up ALOT they still 4giv me..im terible,THEY'RE WONDERFUL!!i checked my class earlier n there was no miracle coz im still stuck in m1 but i promised myself im gonna be better next year and i will be better,i wanna be the girl i once was again,so wish me luck aite aite ??neways i gez i should go now so sorry 4 all my wrong doings and HAPPY NEW YEARS!!!!! love you all:):):) <3

heyyy

2009-12-15T11:41:00.000-08:00

heyy,hmph still addicted to justin bieber i just stuck another poster of him in my room so now therz 3 big ones n 1 small one in my room so yeaa so im gonna talk about what happened on saturday 12th of december i was surpose 2 go to kuantan coz my mom has a bike dinner as usual but then our car went gila so mom got scared call the mech told him what happen owh btw therz tiz guy who saw us stooping at the side n then came to us n gez what he happens to be a mech so he said its not adviseable to keep moving so he told us to drive slowly to the r&r genting sempah n we called the tow truck person.while waiting we went and eat mcdonalds and when i went in there was a stairs n i stared at the stairs n it looked like the kind of stairs that i would trip so in my head i was sayin "i wouln't be surprise if i fall here" but i didnt n im like ok thank god i made it through the stairs then i went down carrying a tray of fries n burgers n i was like thingking the same thing again i wouldn't be surprise if i fall then i didnt so i was like ok i didnt then afta that my bro had to go to the toilet and i had to follow him n that time i was also thingking of the same thing except i was also saying nahh i dun tink i would la then....*next 2 seconds*.... i tripped on the 1st step of the stairz n i said owh f**k like really loud then when i got up nak control macho i didnt talk bout the fall i was like shit did i say owh f**k out loud?n then afta that all of us ended up laughing bout it man i suck..

then the tow truck came n we went on i wanted to sleep the whole way but i couln't coz it was damn bumpy so yeah but it was a really tiring day went 2 a few places n all tht morning oso so yea n we reached home around 10 sumtin or was it 9 sumtin..owh n u have no idea how many times i bump my head on that day only,im just pure clumsy man..owh and my cousin n my aunt frm kuantan edi planned sumtin for us,were so sorry u guys we'll come some other time kayhh begging mummy 4 next week she said if shez not bz then we'll go okok?n i get papa 2 take leave..

ok n owh my dream ok since last week i've been having dreams bout justin bieber everytime i close my eyes then tiz 1 day im not so sure when i had a dream bout ktm(its not kereta api tanah melayu btw) its an austria bike company n my mom's the gm,ktm stands 4-kraftazeuge trunkenpolz mettighofen(good luck pronounsing it,especially the 1st 1) k here is the dream therz tiz sign that ucl sham has which is cool la it says "ktm bikes parking only" in that dream i had a lot of signs on my door n one of it was that 1 so then at 1st i was still in bed sleeping then sddnly i heard loud engine noise n all so i couldn't stand it open the door n i was like shup up laa ppl then therz tiz guy show up in front of my door with a "RC8(a ktm bike)" i was like wthel r u doing here then he said um i wanna park my bike n i was like why can't u park outside?n he's like 2 crowded la besides it says on ur door then i turn 2 the back n my room became a parking lot but my bed,shelfs,tables and wardrobe n all was still there then a lot of ktm bikes start coming then i was so slpy i was like ahh whteva park la all u want but be quiet then i went back to bed n they were actly quiet u knw,dunno what made that extreamly loud engine sound shut up but it did(b4 the off the bike) then i don't knw what happen..owh god!i gotta stop getting weird dreams man!kla i gez i betta go now bye everyone,cya weneva..

bored!

2009-12-11T09:23:00.000-08:00

im like soooo bored so im puttin pics,i dun even knw y...

this is a posters of justin bieber i just put up in my room

this is nur fareena natasha(my cousin)and me

these are my twins little cousins who are soooo cutee!!

wan afra armand ..

and wan afri zarith(the only pic i have of him)

and this is another little cousin hanif(he has really cute eyes)

and my brother in the back

ooohh and isn't this scar cool armand bit it,hurts damn bad but cool scar ryte..

so yea i gez that's all the pics i got..gotta go to bed,nitezzz..loves

JUSTIN BIEBER SUDDEN CRAZE!!

2009-12-06T22:40:00.000-08:00

heyy,lol idk why suddenly im like crazyyyy about justin bieber,i blame aman tho..b4 tiz i didnt really care,i dun even bother lookin at his pics or litsening 2 his songs then aman was talking bout him then few days afta i decided 2 check him out n i got addicted,he's got heart melting voice,but i did tought it was a girl's song 1st time i hear one time tho,i gez that's y i didn't bother..but gaaaahhhh he's sooo cute,i knw i very lambat 1 but im always like that,a later than everyone else..lol..gaaaaaa!!!ooh n idk y he sumhow reminds me of *tooott* seriously..i love justin drew bieber!!!!owh n he plays guitar,drums,piano n trumpet all the instruments i wanna play,well i play guitar but i soooo wanna learn the rest tho and also violin..so yeaa..

JUSTIN BIEBER SUDDEN CRAZE!!

2009-12-06T22:18:00.001-08:00

NEW MOON!

2009-12-03T04:11:00.000-08:00

heyy ppl i knw i haven't blog 4 sooo long hols hav been so boring..watched new moon twice 1st wit my cousins then with desiree i wanna watch again wit aidi pulak n myb yasmin,i miss her gila!my cous told me 2 watch until i throw up but even if i watch it a thousand times i dun think i will..i managed 2 finish readin till chap 23 from chap 12 bout 5 days b4 watching it got 1 or 2 more chaps 2 go but im not gonna continue tho,gonna start eclipse soon,i think..my brthr's gone gaga 4 the twilight saga too n he was like "im gonna but the dvd b4 u do n yadax2" whateva laa haiqal im still gonna buy jugak..man taylor was SOO HOTT!!he was hot wit the long hair too,very hot!i have this thing about long haired guys nowdays lol,n robert looks hot too,much hotter then he was in twilight,kristen of coz lol,i loved her since i was std 3 or 4 i 4got,but i rmmbr it was when catch that kid came out then i watch panic room then cold creek manor,then in the land of women i think n then zathura n many more plus twilight n new moon n all..and omgahhh ashley greene is soooo pretty i wanna hav her looks.ooh n i oso like 1 of the volturi the blond 1 and carlise is oso hot,alec is okok la n emmett so yeaa..that's all 4 2day,gtg now..i wanna update pics of them but can't so yeaa.till next time yawh..byezz

im such a couch potato

2009-11-13T23:52:00.000-08:00

helloooo ppl of earth,im updatin my blog coz yasmin told me to..so yea..i got nthn much to say hmph exams finish after last week wed i didnt go to school till yday which was friday i've been so effing lazy i dun even do anything at home except eat sleep and watch tv,i can't play my guitar coz my F string putus so it sounds retarded.so that leaves me being a couch potato for 1 week and 1 day..yday in sch nthn much happen..the second after i step out of the car i wanted to turn back go in the car go home n do nthn,so yea then all i did was talk wit aidi n raine n got squashed by desiree n 2 slaps too,that was kinda fair coz i didnt cum for a week plus.owh i almost finish my pafa,ile have to cum next week to finish them all but man im so lazyyy..haihh..n iris came yday i didnt realise i really miss her till i c her.so yeaa i can't believe tiz year is almost over..its so sad man another year to miss..sighss..i should go now coz im really sleepy n looking at housands of words is making me sleepy-er so yea..byezz..

2009-11-05T05:10:00.000-08:00

guys,i hate fighting,with all of you n i don't want this feeling weird talking to each other thing.so im sorry if i did anything wrong to any of you especially aidi n shue,heres the thruth i'm not hiding anything away aidi said im very secretive lately but im not im just very quiet lately n im sorry im hanging out wit raine a lot itz just that sumtims i feel left out ur always with shue n everyone keepz sayin u n shue r so close now,ur so alike,ur like sisters,like bffl's n all shitz n idk i just felt left out.so yea n if i made u feel left out too by hangin with raine a lot then im sorry again,i didnt know u felt that way.so im sorry again..

IM NOT HIDING ANYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-11-03T09:27:00.000-08:00

hey exams just finished n i hope i get better results this time..currently hatin my high school life now kayh u knw what im sorry if i hurt anyone's feelings in this post but hey im gettin really pist each n every day kayh dude for the thousand times I AM EFFING NOT KEEPING ANYTHING FORM ANY OF YOU GUYS AITE??jeessh man stop sayin that i am kayh and shue if you think you know me so well think again kayh you keep sayin that im keeping thingz away from you when im NOT!n u say u knw me so well???n stop brainwashing aidi's mind sayin that im keeping thingz away from you guys stop brainwashing everyone in theriotz sayin that i am coz once again im sayin tiz I AM NOT!damn annoying weyh gaaa!and about raine i hate her attitude too but she's not all bad u knw she just wants to fit in so well like evryone else n stop calling her toyol when she's there lah u tink she doesn't know isit?!she's not that dumb kayh!u x puas hati ngan die ckp ar..n by doing that ure makin her feel very insecure every day kayh she keepz tinking that shez the cause of every riotz prblm n she's very afraid that she'll get kicked out now.n that day when i said i wanted to run away i was pist had a fight wit my brthr heyh thats me kayh gado sikit nak lari rumah,konon but i don't mean what i say n i won't do it,when i was std 3 i was so pissed i put a parang at my neck kayh but then after that i came to my senses n put it down..the only thing that's bothering my mind rite now is exam result n tiz all of this that i was talking about,that's all!and im gonna say this again since it seem to not be gettin in your brain I AM NOT i repeat NOT hiding anything from you guys!lets hope that it gets in n stay in this time.n im really really sorry if i hurt anyone's feelings..

butterfly fly away;)

2009-10-12T18:39:00.000-07:00

it was another one of my crazy idea again n i got it last min,again like what happen for father's day so yeahh it was great bday eve but then last nite after everything was done around 2 something my brother had his asthma attack so yea..owh im makin another story n it's pretty dumb tho so yeahh..it's kinda like a love story so yeahh..hmph i got nothing to say..im currently wondering what to do 2day since tomorrow is already school day again i can't wait to be done for exams,damn byk plans afta that ktm/wtr,go out with friends,finish all the undone story i wrote,finish my song which is ttly not done,if my results is good continue guitar class again,get the my 2 lil cousin zisha n wan zaleha 2 slp my hse coz they've been wanting to since like early tiz year,another slpover n i was tinkin of maybe riotz party,n last but not least stay up late playin ps n go on9 n watch dvd n then wake up at 1 or 2 o'clock in the afternoon n then ucl sham is gonna teach me some stuff for the mag n ucl tajol's is gonna teach me some stuff bout mechanical engineering so yeah but all that will only come true if my results are etter than it is now..so once again wish me luck n i gtg now so yeah n since its still my dad's bday HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA,WE LOVE YOU;)
and here's a song for you butterly fly away by miley cyrus;

you tuck ed me in,turn off the light,
kept me safe and sound at night,
little girls depends on things like that,
you brushed my teeth and combed my hair,
had to drive me everywhere,
you were always there when i looked back,

you had to do it all alone,
make a living,make a home,
must been as hard as it could be,
and when i couldn't sleep at night,
scared things wouldn't turn out right,
you would hold my hand and sing to me,

caterpiller in the tree,
how you wonder who you'll be,
can't go far but you can always dream,
wish you may and wish you might,
don't you worry hold on tight,
i promise you..there will comes a day,
butterfly fly away,
....butterfly fly away,
butterfly..butterfly..butterfly
butterfly fly away..

I LOVE YOU!

another dream!!

2009-10-09T21:01:00.000-07:00

kayh last nite i had a dream quite scary there's 1 part hannan died!n when i woke up i actually tot she died as in like for real but after a a few seconds i realised shez not so yeaa,i feel like a total idiot..but yea then when i sleep again i had a dream that me n hannan were starring into each other's eyes it was quite dumb coz we hugged like thousands on times but it felt.......nice..so yeaa..so that was another one of my stpd dream,omgod exam's are really near,n im not ready,im really scared but seem to not be doing anything..wish me luck man.haihh im currently not into anyone ryte now which is good..so yeaa hmph gtg byezz..

2009-10-07T20:17:00.000-07:00

okayh this is the 6th time in this 4 months i had a dream bout jamie,man what's with the jamie dream dude..it's not that i don't like it,its weird..neways i gez i missed her a lot la.so yea i hav nthn to blog bout n im so bored my life is so boring nowdays n i can't go on9 all the time so yeaa..bulldog rah rah...slaggaboom!!!

newbie

2009-09-29T01:20:00.000-07:00

hey guys,i finaly did my blog..hee took m that long,neways im new so guide me aite??